Give me a break?

I need a vacation. I just wanna get away for a week (with Alex of course) and forget the world. I know I don't have a full time job, or school, or even any kids yet, but I need a break from LIFE. I wanna go somewhere and have absolutely nothing to do, nothing to worry about, nobody to see, no alarm clock to wake up to. Even when we go down to AZ it's somewhat stressful. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE LOVE LOVE going back home and if I could I'd be there in a heartbeat, but even there I have to stress about seeing everyone on my list, going to all the places I need to go, setting my alarm so I don't oversleep and waste precious minutes of the day, making sure nobody feels left out. My life is bills, nooo money, one car, job searching for over a year with unsuccessful interviews, Alex's work sucking 100 miles each day out of our Jeep. I know you're all thinking oh "Waaah waah waahhh, that's life get use to it." or "Try having all that plus school and kids!" I know, I know... I'm being a big baby. But give me a break, I've only been married a year and a half, this is all still new to me. Life has kicked my booty since July 11th 2009. Lol.

I know I have soooo much to be thankful for, and I am. Believe me. I have a house to live in, food in the pantry (mainly pasta roni and hamburger helper. lol), and the cutest and cuddliest dog in the world! I have the gospel and a temple recommend, family and friends down in AZ who love me (and I think they even miss me a little too Ü), plus of course all of Alex's family here who do sooo much for us. I've met a couple amazing friends since I've been here (I know, crazy, people actually wanna be my friend?! lol). But most of all, through all theses trials and hardships and ups and downs, and all the caca that gets thrown my way, I have the most wonderful eternal companion in the whole entire universe by my side. We may have our stupid fights about me accelerating to quickly in the Jeep, or about him not checking his dang pockets before he puts his dirty clothes in the basket but there's nobody on earth I'd rather do that with than Alex Ü. So yes, I am VERY grateful for my life and everything I have.

But back to the negative part of this post, I need a vacation. Lol. You know how long it's been since I've been to Nashville?? My most favorite place on earth, and I miss it so much!! Or maybe go to Seaworld. Alex and I went there on our honeymoon, and I would KILL to go back. I love it there. So I decided to start a fund called, "Give Malisa and Alex your money so they can get away" fund. Brilliant right? Just donate today and you'll be greatly blessed. =) Thanks so much!

Ps, I promise I'm not a spoiled brat who isn't use to not getting her way (Maranda, don't even say anything), and I don't sit here and complain about my life all day, PROMISE. I just like to vent sometimes, and feel sorry for myself but then I get over it and life is good!

Pss, sometimes when I get sad or bored, I watch videos like these and they make me super happy. I love my child. =)

This is what Pebbles does EVERYDAY when Alex gets home from work. She misses her daddy Ü. BTW, please excuse the horrible mess in the room. This was our apartment like 3 days before we moved out and things are scattered EVERYWHERE.

This was Pebbles on my birthday last year. She is such a baby. lol. She doesn't really whine this good anymore when she hears sirens... I think it's cuz we did it so much so was like "Really? This again?" I felt bad every time we did it to her, but it's oh so funny?

Good day! Ü